Sunday, February 23, 2003

morning, this few daes had been rather different. first was the tj house event thingy. think my part was sucky and totally nonsense and bullshit and disgustingly ugly. but still glad that the other ppl enjoyed themselves. the only thing i'm glad abt that dae is that my flare improved a bit. starting to get the second rd liao. think i wan to break every dae to get the flares rte. once i can get five rds flare, think i'm seriously going to quit breaking, its just not for me. feeling shitty all over again.

hmmm, yesterdae went out with my ex. don rilly know wat are we considered now. but i just know i love her and miss her so much. it doesnt matter if she doesnt feel this way. but still, haiz. hope she'll be mine again. take care ppl. i hate my life without her.

bert
gilbert at 5:34 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}